My Health

I know many people who know will be surprised, and disgruntled by this post, but honestly I don't care. It's about my belief and perception.

I'm used to being teeny and tiny, a daddy-long-legs insect. I've always wanted to put on just a bit of weight not much. And when I came to university that I surely did. Freshman 15 did wonderful things for me. My issue now is that I have gone past the 15 and I'm no longer a freshman...People look at me and say girl what you talking about, look fabulous, you look great. I am not used to not being completely comfortable in my own skin, so this is tough for me. I've never believed in dieting...I personally think that's crap and your should love your body and take care of it, not starve it. I've always been a fan of physical activity - sports, regular exercise, dance, shopping lol, and eating properly. I know what I have to do, and I know that inertia is the result for my dissatisfaction with myself. So I'm hoping that maybe by having this post here as a public manifesto of my intentions for myself I will do what I have to do. I am now 135 lbs and I believe I was happiest at 125 lbs. So through exercise/physical activity and eating properly I shall get my body the way I am comfortable.

Please, I ask you, when you speak to me, do not say you don't need to lose weight or anything like that. I need encouragement in pursuing my happiness. I know I can count on everyone for that support, and I thank you in advance.