Words that dance off the page

I have some spare time, some quiet time, some time for me,
to sit in my balcony
daydreaming about the wonder
full memories I have of you that kiss the lips of
my mind back and forth,
round and round,
over and over again
you play with my emotions
unknowingly
but still I say nothing
I don't tell you how I feel.
I don't say to you you are me just in a different circle.
I don't say turn around and look at me
for I am the one who loves you.
No, I don't say it
especially now that you've said I wasn't so I still am not.
I still am not ready to have you as mine,
and only mine,
I'm still not ready to have you be the only one to take my breath away,
to blow my mind,
to make me smile forever
and ever
and ever
AMEN!! could be the voice of the people at our wedding,
but no,
you look the other way,
you don't see me that way,
you have your glasses on,
and on they will forever be,
because she is who you want to see.
But me,
I am there to give you the advice you want to hear,
which happens to be the advice you so seek,
the advice you need for that situation.

Maybe I'm stupid for not just telling you that I'm all you need,
and she, she is me when we were we,
and me is no longer she when we were we,
for I am me,
ready to give,
ready to receive
all of me
and all of you.

When will you see?


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