Dancing with Frustration

I am dancing with my life and we're stepping on each others toes. I feel so lost and confused right now and I'm not even sure why. I just feel so out of it. I'm trying to clean my room because I'm frustrated with it being dirty and I feel stuck. I have no space to put my clothes away. Where am I going to put them? What should I do? I just feel out of it. Then I decide okay, I'm going to leave the room and try doing some school work. Try reading, my eyes can't even focus to see the words on the screen. Scrap that. Next option is working on a lab. I'm trying source articles related to the lab and I'm totally lost. Not even sure I know what I'm supposed to be looking for in the lab or anything. I am confused, lost, sad, in a daze, just totally out of it. Sigh. I hope I get over this soon. I really want to get back to being myself, and a good student.