Where Are You Going?!

I sit at my desk and feel a little sad and worried. It's almost mid-February! Where has this semester gone? Where has this school gone? Time really has no breaks.

My attitude towards my school work is fairly passive right now and I'm not sure how to kick myself in the butt and shift to a more active role. This is really bothering me. I had such a wonderful semester last year, and I was so proud of myself. Then this semester, I'm back to the same old shit (pardon my French) as before. I need to devise a better, more consistent system for this. This school thing...sometimes I do wonder if it's for me, but at this point I have no choice but to suck it up and complete it.

I can do this. I will do this. And it will be done well.