Just Because

I feel like I haven't blogged in a while, so I will take some time today to ramble a little. Take some time to clear my head. It's been a crazy few weeks and the next few days are going to be even crazier. Organising a show such as Cultural Outreach is a great privilege and I am glad that I got the opportunity to do such. But with everything in life we cannot please everybody. So right now I am running into unpleased persons.

I think organising the show has really taught me a few lessons about myself.

The first thing I have learnt is that I need to learn to delegate more. I should not be so stressed if I am co-chairing this event. I should have delegated more responsibilities to more people from the beginning and that has added unnecessary weight to my plate.

The second thing I have learnt about myself is that I am an angry person. Or should I say I get angry too quickly. My fuse is short and sometimes the anger and disgruntlement lasts for a long period of time. I'm not sure how I go about fixing this. I have gotten angry and not reacted in anger, but instead calmed down before responding to the source of the anger. I think that's a good power. It's good to have the capacity to not react in anger but to stop, think logically and then respond. But what is wrong with expressing the emotion anger? Come to think of it, it's good to express anger. I guess the problem is not that I am expressing anger, but with the frequency and intensity of that anger. Yes. That sounds about right. But how does one deal with people who, as we say back home, rub you the wrong way? That is something I have to learn.

There might have been other lessons learnt but those are the ones I wanted to mention and possibly explore. In everything we do there are lessons to be learnt.

Happy school days!!