So many times in the past few years I've felt like I've met someone amazing or awesome and want to explore the possibility of there being an "us" but circumstances beyond my control (I'm not too convinced about the control part) stop the exploration.
Being occasionally optimistic I tell myself that it was God giving reminders that there are good, cool, interesting guys out there and my husband is there too. I won't lie and say that's the end. I do feel teased and taunted by these reminders. One analogy I used to one guy was "it's like I've been given all the ingredients to make brownies and as I open all the packages and am about to dip the measuring cup in, all the ingredients get taken away."
At times I want to cry, a big cry and let past, recent and current issues be washed away, but that won't happen. I keep my head up and keep moving. It's tough but I can handle it.
"Whether the cup is half full or half empty doesn't matter. What matters is that there's something in the cup to drink - Shani Victorin"
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